Wow I SO need to check this more.




So like I think I'm seriously allergic to fucking school.
My throat hasn't really gotten better.


And I have been singing horribly for the past few days which suck because I have chorus at school and I need to be able to sing well.


I need to practice holding my breath too.
:[
Damn.




Hmm.
So I've been spending a lot of time with Twitchy and Bridger lately.
I love them.
:]


I hope Bridger is ok though.



She seems REALLY upset.
I wish I knew how to help her.
:]





But all next week I wont have my Bridger.
:'[


I need to hang out with my gang again.
:]
This weekend I am!



Stof, Fuzzy, Rachi!
Fuck yeah man!
I miss those guys a lot.

I need to hang with Brandon soon too.
;]






So.
I have a few questions.
Hmm.



Have you ever felt like you wanted to give someone everything in the world but you knew you couldn't?
So you try and give them as much as you can.

I kind of feel like that.
Well ok so I do feel like that.


Twitchy says he loves me deeply but I'm too scared to give in fully.
I want to but I don't want to get hurt.
Damn what should I do?



I think we are perfect for each other.
I'm scared he could be just as happy without me.
I love him so much I never want to let him go.
I've never felt like this before.

I know this sounds familiar.
It sounds like the same thing I said when I started dating Nikko.
Hmm.


Am I a fool?
Do I love too quickly?
Do I love too deeply?



Hmm.
So I want to be a judge when I grow up but like fuck I have the grades for that shit!



I need something else.
Hm.
I'll think about it.
;]

Any suggestions?




I'm going to update this a little more than once a month.
Sorry it's been a while.
Don't get on the computer much anymore.
:/



I guess that is good though.
Hmm.



Well I'm going to go.
Bye!
:]


-Chal-
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